As usual work ended at 6 today but I left around 5.40.
Went to Scape to dance a bit from 6.30-730 feeling super tired..
Suppose to meet up with Ayesha today at nex to chill and talk, only realized half way that she canceled it for prayers with her family which made me even more shagged cause I only read the message after waking up to find myself somewhere in between the circle lines.
I kept thinking if I ever regretted... but trust me, it's not you. I don't.. if it was I would tell you that I'll never regret going with you because I love you with all my heart and you were never a replacement for anyone.
I wished I could have HTHT with you like glenn but I'm really afraid that things won't go so smoothly. I rather type it here for ya,
I'm really thankful that you know almost every single flaws I have in my life that people wouldn't like about me.
1) using the laptop and hand phone too much and not being in sync with the group 2) always talking about my own personal interest and being in a different world 3) taking your gift's for granted and not remembering your strong love for me 4) and more..
Sometimes I really wonder if it's worth it travelling so far just to meet someone when I'm really tired and feeling down at times.. in the past every time it was so exciting to meet that someone special.
But I guess as time passes, people changes, time changes peoples hearts and before you know it.. yeah..
You know, right now I don't really care about your flaws that I used to get angry or turned off whenever you did it because.. I just wanna treasure the time left with you and maybe try to learn that it's not so bad after all right? I'm glad I learnt lots of things from you as much as I know I really did.
I should have never played that game that day..
The truth hurts sometimes. What if I told you that I liked Taylor Swift like how DY likes Jacob in twilight?