Stomb on the paper (:

2011-10-05T11:55:00.001+08:00

You're the worse.

2011-09-01T02:23:00.002+08:00

July 2011

PS : I don't know.. why

2011-08-22T09:26:00.002+08:00

Summer time is gone, really miss it a lot... well it's 22nd august today. Where was I two years ago? I remember I was in shanghai, felt really good in my first international skating competition.

Right now, as I'm awaiting a new journey with the army. But I'm spending my time learning things that I love.

2011-08-21T20:02:00.001+08:00

head spin improved a little LOOOOL =X awesome!

2011-08-14T10:54:00.001+08:00

National Day 2011 with Leonard.

Had an awesome week! (: , been quite the skating and dancing week.

2011-08-07T10:39:00.002+08:00

Ice Skating First Day with my X6.0

Spent my Saturday morning playing dota with calvin.
Went Ice skating from 2-4pm at kallang leisure ice
Watched "Captain America" with li jie at cathey
Met up with eugene, ayesha, deng ying and yoong shin at PS
Slacked around, they went home
Met up with jun hao, walk around town, sat at esplanade to watch an old local film
Took bus NR5 back home!

That's a summary of how I spent my saturday 06/08/2011

2011-08-06T00:57:00.003+08:00

Me at Bedok HQ "G" Division.

WORK WORK.

LJS FTW!!

2006 VS 2011
V12 VS X6.0

Spent thursday and friday dancing..

Nothing much to update just ehhh, having an awesome time as usual. (:

Will update more interesting stuff over the weekends.

2011-08-03T21:35:00.002+08:00

Went to CMPB today for my medical check up.
Reached there around 9am

First station was the most epic thing, cause I had to comb my hair backwards for the photo taking session. There was a total of nine stations that I had to finish.

I almost lost my wallet, heng the admin was like, "Daniel Tan?"
Daniel Tan : yes?
Admin : your wallet, here you go.

After the nine stations I had to do that 2 hour 12 module quiz thingy, which was really tricky at some parts and I didn't have enough time for one of the maths module.

Alright... hmm after everything which was ehh, 9-1, yup I completed the check up within four hours and it was a really efficient in terms of the speed of how they work. BAM, next BAM next, BAm.. you're UP!, okokay I'll skip the details..

Apon leaving CMPB I went straight to the bus stop to take bus 175 back to Clementi and took a MRT train to Boon lay, ordered LJS for my lunch (Take away order), when I reach home, I switched my computer on and searched my my program files for my warcraft 3 folder to see if it's up to date. I wanna play dota with the happy family <3 hehe... not sure what's the latest version

One hour later around 3pm I KOED on bed till 6, I got up and went out to GEK POH to play DOTA at the lan game shop *checked their version* AND IT MATCHES... 1.24.4.6387

ATE yong tao fu at the kopi area at gek poh and headed home to... hehe? hmm I will update more when more interesting stuff arrives in my home..

hopefully some mirror I suppose...

2011-08-02T23:11:00.001+08:00

Vapor X6.0

The BOX

Jersey and SKATES!

It finally arrived today 02 AUG 2011 yup!!!, it's looking sweet!

2011-08-02T22:07:00.004+08:00

As usual work ended at 6 today but I left around 5.40.

Went to Scape to dance a bit from 6.30-730 feeling super tired..

Suppose to meet up with Ayesha today at nex to chill and talk, only realized half way that she canceled it for prayers with her family which made me even more shagged cause I only read the message after waking up to find myself somewhere in between the circle lines.

I kept thinking if I ever regretted... but trust me, it's not you. I don't.. if it was I would tell you that I'll never regret going with you because I love you with all my heart and you were never a replacement for anyone.

I wished I could have HTHT with you like glenn but I'm really afraid that things won't go so smoothly. I rather type it here for ya,

I'm really thankful that you know almost every single flaws I have in my life that people wouldn't like about me.

1) using the laptop and hand phone too much and not being in sync with the group
2) always talking about my own personal interest and being in a different world
3) taking your gift's for granted and not remembering your strong love for me
4) and more..

Sometimes I really wonder if it's worth it travelling so far just to meet someone when I'm really tired and feeling down at times.. in the past every time it was so exciting to meet that someone special.

But I guess as time passes, people changes, time changes peoples hearts and before you know it.. yeah..

You know, right now I don't really care about your flaws that I used to get angry or turned off whenever you did it because.. I just wanna treasure the time left with you and maybe try to learn that it's not so bad after all right? I'm glad I learnt lots of things from you as much as I know I really did.

I should have never played that game that day..

The truth hurts sometimes.
What if I told you that I liked Taylor Swift like how DY likes Jacob in twilight?

you'll never know the real me

2011-08-01T22:29:00.005+08:00

Bought final fantasy book online from amazon which came a week ago!!

My new guitar FG98E that I would bring out in time to come.

Haven't been able to practice my guitar at all one bit.. I think I'm getting rusty at it too. Tried to play a two songs but haha failed!!, crap.. I shall work harder!! XD

Went for dance lesson at studioWU right after my work this evening and it was getting so hard I couldn't really catch anything. I decided when I got home the first thing I did was to remove my bed's metal pieces so that I can flip it up to the wall and practice stretching in my room when I feel like dancing.

I'm waiting for my new skates X60 bauer which will be arriving by Vpost in Singapore by this week hopefully...

I didn't passed the audition for bboy as my basics for bboy still isn't that good yet, I'm glad my friend leung zhi an got in!! *my bboy classmate in the past* I should be taking up more lessons this month in august!

I shall be blogging more about the changes in my room as soon as I buy plastic mirrors to stick on my walls as soon as I'm free to visit ikea one of these days...

2011-07-15T13:36:00.002+08:00

Somewhere in this world tonight, someone's falling in love for the first time.

Facebook is so addictive... hah aha. Trying to blog can sometimes be boring as compared to the lightning fast Facebook where everything is so fast paced.

10 July 2011

2011-07-11T22:09:00.003+08:00

An empty day at esplanade

Me & Alex

Hahaha!, TBG 2011 was great!, watched it with a bunch of my dancing cliques! (:

Alex, Eugene, Tanna, Joyce, Ayesha, Agnus, Jack, Shawn, Cat

I'm back to blogging once again.. lots of things have changed over the past few months.

I spent my 21st birthday a week ago ice skating ^^

2011-07-03T09:47:00.000+08:00

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

Week 2 - Final

2011-03-14T17:31:00.002+08:00

Oh my.. its 5.34PM 3/14/2011, wth.. haven't been blogging for 2 months.

Alright just a quick update, I've been a bit busy lately..

Yup 11 more weeks till the end of FYP.

2011-01-28T16:01:00.001+08:00

2011-01-28T15:38:00.002+08:00

2011-01-28T15:34:00.001+08:00

Everybody super sonic racing.!

2011-01-22T01:30:00.002+08:00

This is my legacy..

around and around

2011-01-19T01:29:00.004+08:00

I was bored listening to offline lectures and online lectures, I just seem to have a one track mind right now and I'm confident that I'll learn a lot this year! (:

But ignite your heart with flames and be passionate again.
The angels beside you and your imaginations of the darkness.

There are many things in life that I might want to accomplish or work on but sacrifices are needed sometimes , I just hope that my friend's won't forget me , even if they do , I somewhat hope , they'll still treasure me like the same as before.

I might have neglected somethings in the past when new things/better things comes into my life like the rink friend's I've made , sometimes due to this , I tend to lose very important people/tomodachi such as my closed one's that I have yet to keep communication with (YCSS) peeps , this I've learn't to make myself free for my old friend's , not forgetting my skater friends too now that I have new friend's in my new school. besides that , being so emotionally hurt in the past.. , I've learn't that things aren't the same as before , laughed a lot , sulked a lot , anyways , as I'm currently typing this out , I feel so relaxed caused I know that in my life , I still have friend's that believes in me and I do not feel left out because I do trust my friend's a lot and I To my YCSS/SKATER/CHEC friend's and other's!

To those whom still think your life just sucks , there's always another path for you to take , choose your path wisely and of cause never regret the path you've chosen and lastly , believe in yourself! , no one can be there for you 24 hr

Party in the USA

2011-01-08T10:10:00.000+08:00

I hopped off the plane at LAX
With the dream, my cardigan
Welcome to the land of fame excess
Am I gonna fit in?

Jumped in the cab
Here I am for the first time
Looked to my right and i see the Hollywood sign
This is all so crazy
Everybody seems so famous

My tummy's turnin' and i'm feelin' kind of homesick
Too much pressure and I'm nervous
That's when the taxi man turned on the radio
And a Jay-Z song was on
and the Jay-Z song was on(2x)

So I put my hands up
They're playin' My Song
The butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like yeah
Movin' my hips like yeah
I got my hands up
They're playin' my song
I know I'm gonna be ok
Yeah It's a party in the USA
Yeah It's a party in the USA

Get to the club in my taxi cab
Everybody's looking at me now
Like "who's that chick that rockin' kicks?
She gotta be from outta town."

So hard with my girls not around me
It's definitely not a Nashville party
Cause all I see are stillettos
I guess I never got the memo

My tummy's turnin' and I'm feelin' kind of homesick
Too much pressure and I'm nervous
And the DJ dropped my favorite tune
And a Britney song was on
And the Britney song was on(x2)

So I put my hands up
They're playin' My Song
The butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like yeah
Movin' my hips like yeah
I got my hands up
They're playing my song
I know I'm gonna be ok
Yeah It's a party in the USA
Yeah It's a party in the USA

Feel like hopping on a flight (on a flight)
Back to my hometown tonight (town tonight)
Something stops me everytime(everytime)
The DJ plays my song and I feel alright

So I put my hands up
They're Playin' my song
The butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like yeah
Movin' my hips like yeah
I put my hands up
They're playin' my song
And I know I'm gonna be ok
Yeah It's a party in the USA
Yeah It's a party in the USA

2011-01-08T10:01:00.001+08:00

2 am at MBS with brother.

Happy new year 010111

2011-01-03T00:41:00.003+08:00

Spent new year 2011 with the jurong skaters at kallang ice leisure park (:
Love you guys a lot XD

OO

2010-12-31T10:33:00.001+08:00

jinseong yu says
hi
clearence?
Daniel Tan says
heyyy
nooo!! , hahaha I'm daniel!
(:
jinseong yu says
ah~
sorry..
Daniel Tan says
happy new year eve jin seong!
jinseong yu says
haha you too
ah
Daniel Tan says
^^
jinseong yu says
help me
Daniel Tan says
yeah
jinseong yu says
i want now rashel so
you tell to rashel?
Daniel Tan says
okkayy i tell rashel!
jinseong yu says
thank you
?
Daniel Tan says
rachelle still sleeping i think =(
jinseong yu says
ah okokㅜㅜ
me
and
kim bong geun
goto
singgapore
Daniel Tan says
yeah!?
jinseong yu says
so
we now
Daniel Tan says
wooooahh
jinseong yu says
reservation air tiket
so
Daniel Tan says
!!
jinseong yu says
we want now rasel
Daniel Tan says
rashel will be happy hmm I try to contact her asap yah
jinseong yu says
no?
can't?
Daniel Tan says
no reply =( kyrsyal or rach!
jinseong yu says
?
Daniel Tan says
calling*!

jinseong yu says
okok
Daniel Tan says
they still sleeping, *no answer* =(
when are you guys coming over by the way?
jinseong yu says
ah we go to
1/ 21
and
~
idonlt know when we go korea
so
Daniel Tan says
21/01/11?
jinseong yu says
i want tolking with rasel
ah
krestal
can? call
Daniel Tan says
rachelle calling you!
=A
jinseong yu says
ok
thank you~!~!
Daniel Tan says
npnp ^^

Inspiration part 2

2010-12-30T22:11:00.002+08:00

Steph Micayle - Breakeven by The script

Here We Go Again - Paramore Cover by Steph Micayle

These two are simply amazing cover's done by a Singaporean girl.

And this one is the infamous KXY.. Love this cover of hers..

inspirations

2010-12-30T01:14:00.001+08:00

Telephone - Lady Gaga

Paramore - Pressure

christmas!!

2010-12-27T20:27:00.002+08:00

This year's 2010 christmas was definately better than last years' , well I skated with a few of my old friends as well as new friends on ice and got to catch up a bit with my clone serene as well as aaron. Only my closer clique's would know who they are, well 4 years have passed since 2006 and everyone seem to have change for the better at least thats' what I hope..

There are old and new faces around the ice rink these days.. just like the inline skating world, every year there are new people learning how to skate and the population just keep increasing.

Spend the 2nd day of christmas with my chec friends that I got to know in 2007, we watched tron and ate at ajisan, the rest had to go home due to work/NS etc, so I headed to marina sands with jonathan to have a long chat with him by the river side.

awesome 810CE

2010-12-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

card

2010-12-04T08:30:00.001+08:00

cardcardcardcardcardcard

heartsss

2010-12-03T00:59:00.005+08:00

although we live in different world's.. your love you've shown me might feel foreign but still, it's a whole new world to me! XD..

just you alone takes me away from this world for a moment.

yet different in way of intrest/living/thoughts
but somehow there's love through a book (:

ps: you've got to listen more to the songs of my blog in order to understand my heart more (:

christmas lights

2010-12-01T16:22:00.002+08:00

Finally the main events of the year have come to an end, yes thats right, SNFC/IFSC and 2010 is coming to an end, I've posted some pictures below of myself and some of my friends, the rest are on my fb.

Now that I feel a bit more weightless, I'm slowly clearing the one day list with ayesha.. haha!, she has her activities planned out too so I guess we are gonna have many outings in time to come. but nonetheless, just like to wish you happy 7th month if you're reading hahahaha..

We're going to the flyer soon!!
I'm prepared for christmas.
lutie

ps: and to rachel, if you're reading this!, jia youX okayy!!

Some photo's for IFSC 2010 (:

2010-12-01T15:50:00.003+08:00

My wish.

2010-11-27T00:27:00.000+08:00

2010-11-24T22:50:00.001+08:00

(: you make me smile

2010 reflections

2010-11-21T01:50:00.002+08:00

It has been really fun and enjoyable..
July 1 2008 - November 21 2010

but it's time I think about getting better at something else and pushing myself.
not gonna go competitive for skating anymore cause its really stressful with so many things

I used to had that look on my face whenever i put on my skates back in 2009, smiling and enjoying it but now I don't really feel the same way before even the many various different cliques around me.

Despite being tired and everything, it's hard to progress when a lot of things are holding me back and it just dosen't seem to link.

Gonna spend more time dancing at o school after the dance demo at Novena on skates with team freestyle.

it's time I did some reflections about whats been going through my head.
back in 2008 december, I started picking up classical guitar in a group at frontier's yamaha. After getting really hurt by a certain incident and an addiction came in that kept me hungry for more knowledge on music which was when I took up keyboard in 2009 april and other stuff. Well just spending as much time as I can being busy so that I wouldn't think of it.

Well now the only thing stuck in my head is dancing and music and my girlfriend and as for skating, I'm not gonna take part in any major events but I'll still skate once a week.

It's time I improve on dance and my music and bring them to greater heights just to be fair with my other passion since I spend 7/10 of my time skating.

2010-11-19T00:35:00.001+08:00

http://magicalneo.blogspot.com/2009_09_01_archive.html

2010-11-15T00:48:00.001+08:00

tears

2010-11-15T00:36:00.001+08:00

Its the fall, its the climb, its the progression, it's the strong will, it's the time, it's the point, it's the words, it's magic, it's everything.

NAFA Trial Test

2010-11-02T00:17:00.002+08:00

231cm Standing Board Jump
10 Pull Up's
11.37min 2.4KM

I've became so weak over the past four years.... >.<, need to train on endurance and strength....

Team Freestyle

2010-11-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

DOPE!! (:

2010-10-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

Speak now

2010-10-30T20:54:00.006+08:00

Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together. You can use yours for good, because the only words you'll regret more than the ones left unsaid are the one you use to intetionally hurt someone.

What you say might be too much for some people. Maybe it will come out all wrong and you'll stutter and you'll walk away embarrassed, wincing as you play it all back in your head. But I think the words you stop yourself from saying are the ones that will haunt you the longest.

So say it to them. Or say it to yourself in the mirror. Say it in a letter you'll never send or in a book millions might read someday. I think you deserve to look back on your life without a chorus of resounding voices saying I could've, but it's too late now.'

There is a time for silence. There is a time waiting your turn. But if you know how you feel, and you so clearly know what you need to say, you'll know it.

I don't think you should wait. I think you should speak now.

I actually typed this whole thing out and guess what?, Taylor swift if you ever read this someday. "I love you!!" your words certainly inspired me and their like part of my life, I listen to your songs day and night and each and everyone of them speaks of part of my oddesy. You're the reason why I decided to learn music and to inspire other's, I'd promise to write a song for my someone special too and when she listens to it, I'd hope that I can clear up the doubts and I do agree (the only words you'll regret more than the ones left unsaid are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone.) <- I've certainly done so.. running away from the truth and sometimes I do get dumbfounded because right in the beggining I should've not run but I do regret my decision but your song "breathe" and "you belong with me" certainly has helped me through 2008/2009 and up to today with my complicated emotions, I've learn a lot especially that someone who introduce taylor swift songs to me (: you will be and always will be part of my inspitions too..

This is my answer..

2010-10-30T10:37:00.004+08:00

Mount faber with Gabriel at 3am (:

<--- katie pal aka ng yu jun aka sukida ahhahah see the ultimate since 2006.. mirrored image ...

Tadaaa, my sponsored skates..

TERRENCE fixing/mod my freestyle skates.

Broken bed

Ayeeee! align="center"> Yi SHENG again in 2010!, from 2008, hahaha! Best friend in NYP (:

Me And Shondy with our SC2 CRaze!

Brokened Bed..

The Daniel's

Shoe for dance ^^

Let the picture's do the talking, I'm too busy to update about my life status, I'm not an autoresponder, AND HERE we go again, erm where was I again?

Do you remember? (:

E413 SOLD

2010-10-30T03:03:00.000+08:00

WOOTZ!

Today

2010-10-28T00:33:00.003+08:00

I just realised my dehumifier had an inbuilt hydrometer!! XD, its awesome knowing my room normal humidity level is around 70% 29degree's all the time..

Today today today, I gained inspiration.. sometimes going back to the start and picking up myself from a different perspective, I realised that I'm really awesome and I will get better as the days go by... and the smiles that I've been hiding and the showers of sadness through the dark times when I was confused as a child.

Thank god for blessing me with such happenings (:
Even if I'm about to feel something negative
Even if things don't ever go my way
Perhabs it might be time to say goodbye..

But I've read the lightyears ahead of me and you know what I'm predicting??
HMM!!, based on my strengths and weaknesses, I'd say I'm gonna feel one with my concious as I draw closer to nature's will and the power's of emotions dissolving and experienced through experience and a dime will definately bring me back to my origins..

I've got to die tonight and gain these powerful insights & eventually the dreams, the feelings and most importantly my concious being controlled within my walls..

Introducing N320

2010-10-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

Receipt for warranty purposes...

Silica GEL!

Some 2X2 & 4X4 Zorb it packs, the big ones normally cost 15 each while the small ones are 8 for one. *There's thirsty hipo too* , got them all for free!! ^^

A close up view of the dehumidifier

Full view of the Novita 320 and a spare tank to store water incase of vacation purpose etc.

Taylor Swift - Mine

2010-10-09T12:47:00.001+08:00

Tui Hou

2010-10-04T09:57:00.000+08:00

2010-10-04T07:37:00.005+08:00

East Indian Rosewood

Dalbergia latifolia is a beautiful wood with violet purple hues and dark streaks. Selling under the names of East Indian Rosewood, Sonokeling, and Indian Rosewood. A true rosewood that is a good substitute for Brazilian rosewood in stringed instruments. Once plentiful, it is becoming less common and is usually exported in small sizes including fingerboards, guitar backs and sides, and chair parts. A relative bargain for the amount of effort and time it requires to import. There are a few surface checks present in the sapwood face. Packaged weight: 4

Song of 2010!!

2010-10-03T12:40:00.003+08:00

Top 20 Songs for 2010
1. K-On - Cagayake Girls *SONG OF 2010*
2. All time low - Lost in Stereo
3. All time low - Stella
4. Honor Society - Where Are You Now
5. Demi Levato - This is me
6. Miley Cyrus - The Climb
7. Taylor Swift - Today Was A Fairytale
8. Paramore - Where are the lines Overlap
9. Demi Levato - Lala Land
10. Shane Ward - Thats My Goal
11. Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me
12. Owl City - Fireflies
13. Owl City - The Saltwater Room
14. Simple Plan - Take My Hand
15. Never Shout Never- Trouble
16. Miley Cyrus - Party In The USA
17. Mario Vazquez - Gallery
18. Daphne Loves Derby - Simple, Starving To Be Safe
19. High School Musical 3 - Still There For Me
20. SR-71 - Goodbye

Last year's Top 10
1) Blue Bird - Megpoid GUMI *SONG OF 2009*
2) Attack - 30 Seconds To Mars
3) Weightless - All Time Low
4) Dao Xiang - Jay Chou
5) Definately Maybe - Fm.Static
6) The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls
7) The Kill - 30 Seconds To Mars
8) Yellow - Coldplay
9) Someone's Watching Over You - Hillary Daff
10 ) 下雨天 - nan quan mama

A list of song's I listen too most of the time on my mp3/Computer
2004 - BGM 20
2005 - Sepia no hi
2006 - Arigatou
2007 - Natsumachi - roundtable
2008 - Tongue Tied
2009 - Blue Bird - Megpoid GUMI
2010 - K-On - Cagayake Girls

Why Jesus is better than Santa

2010-09-30T13:52:00.000+08:00

Santa rides in a sleigh ... JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water.

Santa comes but once a year. JESUS is an ever present help.

Santa fills your stockings with goodies ... JESUS supplies all your needs.

Santa comes down your chimney uninvited ... JESUS stands at your door and knocks, and enters your heart.

You have to wait in line to see Santa ... JESUS is as close as the mention of His name.

Santa lets you sit on his lap ... JESUS lets you rest in His Arms.

Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, what's your name?" ...

JESUS knew our name before we did. Not only does He know our name, He knows our history and future, and He even knows our hearts & how many hairs are on our heads.

Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly ... JESUS has a heart full of love, grace, mercy & forgiveness.

All Santa can offer is HO HO HO ... JESUS says "Cast your cares on me for I care for

you."

Santa's little helpers make toys ... JESUS makes a new life, mends wounded hearts, repairs broken homes and builds mansions.

Santa may make you chuckle but ... JESUS gives you joy that is your strength.

While Santa puts gifts under your tree ... JESUS became our gift and died on the cross,

For you & for me.

It's obvious there is really no comparison. We need to remember WHO Christmas is all about. We need to put CHRIST back in Christmas, Jesus is still the reason for the season.

PS: Article quoted from G4C forums.

2010-09-30T13:34:00.003+08:00

Got news from han, PV's are in SG already, gonna collect it at the guitar show this weekend on sunday at suntec city.

http://www.singaporeguitarshow.com/

Looking forward for the next Immortal series too when it's realeased in Singapore. 4th book

This was the first book!, haven't been able to read this one yet..

Another one of sungha's master piece. (Haru Haru by Big Bang)

Prime Vibe

2010-09-29T11:53:00.002+08:00

Pre-ordered this 2 weeks ago, hopefully I can get this soon from a guy named han at G4C forums.

Here are the main ones:

First, purple is derived from the mixing of a strong warm color (red) and strong cool color (blue). So it has both warm and cool properties.

Second, we read that purple in a room can boost a person’s imagination and creativity.

Lastly, just before approving the production specifications for the first order the owner, James Romeyn, was shown a picture of a black primeVibe. Asked what he thought of black he said, “So many audio devices are black…what’s wrong with an eye popping color, one that stands out and promotes creativity? Aren’t all musicians expressing their creative ability when they play an instrument? Don’t they bring their own personalities to the performance? Let’s use the amethyst. It will represent the creative capacities of the musicians, whether they are just starting out or are very experienced.”

primeVibe Seasons These “Sweet Sixteen” Stringed Musical Instruments

Including all sizes viola, cello, and double bass primeVibe seasons twenty-five instruments. Our first independent product rep intends to season drum bodies. A harmonica player intends to season his reeds.

1.1/1 Violin
2.1/2 Violin
3.¼ Violin
4.1/8 Violin
5.1/16 Violin
6.Cello all sizes
7.Viola all sizes
8.Ukulele all sizes
9.Mandolin all sizes
10.Upright Double Bass all sizes
11.Arch Top Guitar
12.Nylon String Guitar
13.Electric Bass Guitar
14.Acoustic Bass Guitar
15.Electric Solid Body Guitar
16.Flattop Steel String Guitar

The wood tops (soundboards) of instruments contain lignin (also spelled lignen) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lignin Lignin acts like a torsion box between the hard winter lines and soft summer lines of wood. The instrument’s vibrating strings cause lignin in the top to “relax” and “loosen” by defined parameters of motion, subjectively improving the instrument’s audible performance vs. its prior state of being tight and stressed. “Play-in,” “run-in,” and “seasoning” describe the relaxing/loosening process. Instruments new, recently serviced, and not played regularly benefit from play-in. We have noticed even guitars played regularly improve after a half hour or so of use.

Play-in improvements include but are not necessarily limited to the following:

1.Improved tone
2.Improved clarity
3.Larger soundfield
4.Improved sonority
5.Longer note sustain
6.More pleasant transient performance
7.Clearer, improved harmonic performance
8.Increased “intensity” defined as sound power per unit area
9.Better low (micro) and high (macro) dynamic performance
10.Increased revealing of nuance, for instance an increased ability to convey and communicate differences in technique by the musician
11.Improved, tighter focus and delineation, for example better definition of individual strings when strumming a chord; also detected as smoother, tighter integration of sound
Play-in normally occurs by playing the instrument. primeVibe™ functions by applying direct musical vibration to the instrument’s top via special transducers. The patented NXT transducers pump music into a solid vs. the normal speaker function of moving air particles.

Mechanical devices are “primed” for optimum performance; “prime” is also synonymous with “first” and “primary,” hence the trademark name primeVibe™.

Product Features
» Stereo 7 watt per channel amp
» Amp has blue power indicator LED
» Illustrated instruction manual included
» Amp speaker terminals on rear: spring type
» Transducer wire length approximately 1 meter
» Combination power/continuously variable volume control
» Two transducers each 55mm x 17mm (diameter x height)
» High gloss finish for easy cleaning with clean, dry, soft cloth
» Switching power supply with quick-release US and European style plugs
» Amp Dimensions: 1.13 x 3.94 x 4.2 inches…28.7 x 100 x 106.8 mm (height x width x length)
» Contact surface on transducer underside is smooth non-skid silicone rubber, considered by science and internet forums as the safest for this use. Silicone rubber is the only known contact material used on instrument stands. Vinyl is caustic on instrument finishes and absolutely no vinyl is employed on the transducer underside. When relocating transducers on the instrument elevate them rather than drag or slide them. A PhD. in materials science and an elite luthier consulted on the design and materials employed in primeVibe.

2010-09-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

Iamspecial

2010-09-22T03:01:00.002+08:00

When people look at me next time in a few months I want them to see me as "Confidence" not "Emo" , I believe everyone is capable of anything so long as they have a positive mindset and right determination.

I want people to really know that their really special if they really look at themselves, look at others and start working hard and think differently from other's who does not have any direction in life. 10 years down the road, I'm sure you will accomplish part of your dreams but it comes slowly... bit by bit.

2010-09-22T02:54:00.002+08:00

What Girls Are Looking For
There are six reasons a girl will date a guy and if you can fulfill her needs in any of these
areas you will stand a very good chance with nearly any good-looking woman. A woman will
consider dating a man if he can instill one of the following:
1) If she has fun with him.
2) If she is entertained by him.
3) If she feels safe with him.
4) If she thinks she has something to gain by being with him.
5) If her mind is stimulated by him.
6) If she is sexually attracted to him.
Try to fulfill as many of these needs as possible with women. It is very easy to do this. Have
a very good sense of humor and she will have fun. Take her to some fun places such as an
amusement park etc. This will also entertain her. Talk about world problems with her
sometimes and let her know you read more than comics. Always act at ease with women and
be nice and romantic and you will be very attractive to them. A woman will always enjoy
being with you if you can satisfy the above six needs and now you will be able to. Good luck.

How To Win Dates With Hard To Get Women
I bet you see some real sexy looking women that are so pretty it makes your heart flutter
when you see them and you wish you had the courage to meet them and date them. How
would you like to know how to have a real beautiful woman want and desire you? it is easy
and I will you how.
The main way to get a beautiful woman to want you is to disarm her. A beautiful woman
thinks that all men want her and desire her because of her looks. You must come across as
very aloof and not really interested in her as dating material. This is how you do it.
If you see a beautiful woman you want to meet, if it's at work, at a dance, at a party or
wherever, walk up to her and say "Hi." Show no interest in her as a desirable woman as you
are talking to her. Talk to her as a person only and walk away after a few minutes. All other
guys are probably fawning over her and telling her how beautiful she is and you will be the
one she wants because you are different. Be natural when you approach her and talk to her.
Again just talk to her as a friend. Show no sexual interest in her at all. Next time you see
her or dance with her you will be more desirable to her because are a rare man.
This works beyond your wildest dreams because all women want a man who is a challenge.
You will be a challenge. Slowly turn up the male-female heat concerning your desire for her
as a woman and eventually she will want to date you as a potential lover.
Remember the secret to getting dates with hard to get women is simply to treat them as a
person and not as a sex object. Show no interest in them as a desirable woman and
eventually they will want and desire you. It works. Always remember that no woman is too
beautiful that she can't be yours. All women are humans and have wants and desires. Just
make her think you don't really need her. Beautiful women always tell me this. Good luck.

How To Break Down A Woman's Resistance
When you first approach a woman she will usually build barriers that will make her resist you
and any hope you may have of getting to know her. However, there are certain techniques
that you can use to overcome these barriers. They are the following

1) The Power Of Touching - Touching is one of the most powerful techniques of reaching out
to others. It is so powerful that it is one of the very best ways to get close to a woman. I don't
mean touching in a vulgar, dirty way. Instead, a way that is warm and very intimate.
You can observe the power of touching on T.V. when a minister on a healing program
touches people who are sick and then they feel are healed. Is it real or is the touch so
powerful that they feel they are healed? It proves how strong the power of touching can be.
Some of the ways touching can be used are offering her your arm as you walk to the car or as
you walk to the bar for a drink. Another nice gesture that would really melt a girls heart is to
hold her hand while walking. This is a romantic gesture and would really melt the coldest
heart.

2) Smile - When you approach a woman you would like to meet always put on a smile. A
smile will do more than you can imagine in trying to meet a woman. A beautiful woman once
told me that a smile from a homely looking man would give him a better chance than a frown
from a handsome man. So many men today approach a good-looking girl with a frown on their face. How can they expect to get anywhere with a beautiful woman with a horrible
looking frown? Try to smile next time you approach a woman. You'll be surprised at the
results.

3) Use Her Name - Nothing establishes mutual trust and admiration more than the sound of
ones own name. Use the girl's name often while you are talking to her. If you use her name
a lot she will feel more important and appreciated. Using her name will make you seem like
two old friends instead of two strangers. Try it next time you are talking to a woman.

Touching, smiling, and the frequent use a girl's name will help tear down her barriers and melt
with distance when you first meet her. These suggestions will help you turn complete
strangers into friends, perhaps lovers.

Bro's MX5

2010-09-20T01:01:00.000+08:00

Sweet!!! (: It's sleek isn't it.. XD

2010-09-18T00:20:00.002+08:00

Yesterday
11:55pmRosli

i also not fast player

it doesnt matter

what matters must come out from e heart one
11:56pmMe

OO
11:56pmRosli

if not HOLLOW
11:56pmMe

I play when I sleep sia

i hug my guitar and play
11:57pmRosli

i play my guitar i hug my big cock

different hor

i ex porn star
11:57pmMe

wthhhh
11:57pmRosli

thats why i cool

gals like me

cant u seee

hahaahaha
11:58pmMe

then i'd be cool too! in another 100 years wooohoo
11:58pmRosli

yeah but then gay willl attracted to u leh how siol
11:59pmMe

LOL, eee! run
11:59pmRosli

they chase u siah

naked man
Today
12:00amMe

loooool

nice
12:00amRosli

hhhaha
12:02amMe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THXCi3H3NzM <--- why this guy the finger won't cramp ah

looooooooool
12:02amRosli

coz he is spongebob
12:02amMe

LOL
12:02amRosli

rubber band ma
12:03amMe

LOL, he look like u

=D=D

machine gun picker
12:05amRosli

he got sickness

if u want master of sweeper
12:05amMe

arthritis?
12:05amRosli

or father of sweeper
12:05amMe

LOL
12:06amRosli

his name is Frank Gambale
12:06amMe

must eat what ah
12:06amRosli

must eat dirt

so u can sweep it off ma
12:06amMe

LOL

you know sung ha? the acoustic boy

I wonder how they learn this stuff http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LrwGZsxwlYw&feature=related
12:07amRosli

i know dan freezy hair rocks
12:07amMe

LOL
12:07amRosli

sung ha who? sung ha when

sung ha why?
12:08amMe

sung ha jung the famous boy
12:08amRosli

u watch too much utube laaaaa

and read too much wikipedia

heavens explanation on the God;s good book

books

no need wiki piki cookie
12:10amRosli

nxt wk i teach u something

ok ?
12:11amMe

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fkObqE7IDU&p=5C2D1D23DD071BE3&playnext=1&index=12

this one imba

OO okayy!
12:11amRosli

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh korean dog eater!
12:11amMe

my idol for acoustic sia

I ask online for fingerstyle teacher , nobody wanna teach me

at soft forum

cause just grad from hark music but still suck at playing by ear
12:12amRosli

its from e heart ....

dan .. its from e heart

u see thats e problem

my time

music was EARS

thats why we train so hard

now music is EYES

how siah
12:14amMe

LOOL, I like to see and hear also =D=D
12:14amRosli

u such a PORNER!

blind pple hw siah ...

thats why its EARS ma

then u can FEEL
12:15amMe

yeahhh

yeahhh

I can feel the musick
12:15amRosli

u dont kan cheong lah
12:15amMe

when I hear them play i also high
12:15amRosli

u need to learn how to chill
12:15amMe

looool
12:15amRosli

just like yr skate

if u kan cheong

u break yr ankles

and yr fall

break yr cock

then gals how like u siol
12:16amMe

LOOOL

they worship me

=D=D
12:16amRosli

breakcock?

walao

they must be trans la

hahaha

so they can bang u

siol
12:16amMe

LOL,
12:17amRosli is offline.
12:18amRosli is online.
12:18amRosli

eh i go shower first

u dun steeem ah !

i am yr sensei horr
12:18amMe

hahahaha LOL no wayyy
12:19amRosli

not ah gurl
12:19amMe

omona la u

=D=D
12:19amRosli

haik haik

rosli

see this http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=5581889&id=662071840&ref=fbx_album

12:21amMe

WOOO

Hot

12:21am rosli

see i u gay siolllll

nxt fri i teach u i was chasty belt

wait kena rape siah

12:22amMe

? wats tat

LOl

12:22am rosli

hahah

brb

i go shower lah

dont steeeem hor!

12:22amMe

okkayy =D i wont

2010-09-16T14:16:00.001+08:00

Cause you're amazing, just the way you are (:

Up up down down

2010-09-10T11:40:00.000+08:00

Two

2010-09-10T01:16:00.000+08:00

Is it possible Mr. Lovable is already in my life?
Right in front of me or maybe you're in disguise

I really fucked it up this time
didn't I, my dear?

2010-09-09T22:57:00.001+08:00

http://www.apple.com/au/ipodnano/ (OWNAGE)

My brother's car in aussie! =D but its *silver*

David. When your average RPM is 3000, you know you're doing it right, time to toss in a turbo says:
i can do 650 km on full tank
if i go 3500 rpm
i can do 600 km on full tank
if i go 4000 rpm
aka, the best shit ever
optimum torque band (highest torque)
580 km on full tank
thats approx only 100 km loss
and mind you
the 2500 shift... every day, i still chiong 110 on the freeway back
still 680 + km
on full tank
and i only need to do 340+ approx a week
means i can do that shit for 2 weeks

David. When your average RPM is 3000, you know you're doing it right, time to toss in a turbo says:
and still no problem
HUR HUR HUR
yeah when you come over
when do you wana come over?
not like there's much to see here
but yeah
the car
is ownage

Wheels again

2010-09-09T12:45:00.001+08:00

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMjAxOTQyOTk2.html

Imba!!

Kim SUNG JIN

2010-09-09T12:42:00.004+08:00

He just keeps getting better and better every year ^^, inspiration never dies!

Welcome to the next level

2010-09-09T12:40:00.001+08:00

Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level
Welcome to the next level

Su fei Qian 2010 Haining

2010-09-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

IMbaness

2010-09-06T00:42:00.001+08:00

This ROCKS!!

Naruto Ep 2 : Konohamaru

2010-09-04T12:07:00.001+08:00

You can't be hokage because you're gonna have to beat me first.

2010-09-01T23:21:00.002+08:00

There's always gonna be another moutain..
Always gonna be an uphill battle..
Ain't about how fast I get there..

Im gonna remember most about these minor things in life.

The Dreadnought Story

2010-08-30T19:20:00.006+08:00

(1226144) 2007 HDV-28
CHAPTER 1: The Dreadnought Story

What is it that has created the interest and demand for the musical products from this small, privately held company in Nazareth, Pennsylvania? Although some would point to various technical features or famed models, it’s probably best expressed in terms of family tradition and longevity, and a reputation that borders on legend. No manufacturer ever has an unblemished record of creativity, value, and service, but Martin’s has been so good for so long that one would almost think Christian Frederick Martin built his first guitar with wood from George Washington’s cherry tree.

The "hand crafting" image that is part of the aura goes along with Martin’s limited production. The company’s current output does not exactly qualify for Fortune 500 status.

Among the great variety of instruments the Martin Company makes, it’s safe to say that none has enjoyed more popularity than their line of Dreadnoughts or D–size guitars. Currently regarded as the standard acoustic guitar, the Dreadnought once was viewed in less favorable light primarily because it was so large in comparison to other guitars of the day.

The deep bass response of a D–28 was a very unusual feature to musicians used to the clear treble and overall balance of smaller "standard size" instruments. However, when the Dreadnought made its way into the hands of country music performers, it found an appreciative audience – it was just the item for backing up vocals, fiddles, and banjos in lieu of a bass instrument. A look through Mike Longworth’s book, Martin Guitars: A History, shows that the Dreadnought’s gain in popularity has been steady since its introduction. Today the Dreadnought is ubiquitous, found in every style of acoustic music, and accounts for approximately 80 percent of Martin’s yearly production.

2010-08-27T23:27:00.004+08:00

do you know? I love you! XD

Friends

2010-08-26T05:09:00.003+08:00

I'm loving my current friends in my life!! XD
Such magical feelings I'm suppose to find out slowly in a trance world deep within me.

MiniDV

2010-08-24T09:19:00.002+08:00

I'm looking for a firewire..

LalalAnd

2010-08-22T02:27:00.002+08:00

Fav song from Demi Lovato's Album

2010-08-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Listen to your heart, mm-mmmmmm

I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

The three things I said

2010-08-19T23:57:00.004+08:00

O SCHOOL ROCKS!

Click on it to expand!, what can I say, there were 38 people who took part in the mini contest!!, all I can say is I will support O school all the way, ever since I bought their red and purple o school tee, I've got addicted wearing them out most of the time.

Thank you BEN for the SGdance delight tee during sgdance delight and thank you O school for the WCO tee ,TBG tee and WCO towel.

I'll train hard!, I'm sooo damnnn happy now can? (: you can imagine my smile and my determination shooting up highier than rockets above the stars..

Me wearing the SGdance delight TEE with justin

THE Prize!!!

iCING!!

2010-08-19T11:34:00.000+08:00

This little cute bread that ayeee gave me on NDP 2010!! ,

O SChooL ^^

2010-08-19T02:57:00.002+08:00

First was a free SG dance delight T-shirt during SG dance delight and now this!! ^^, I WIN random prizes once more..

GooD bye GXI!!! Welcome Martin HDV-28

2010-08-19T02:45:00.004+08:00

Good bye BLUE GXI my love..

Just traded my blue GXI wife with a 1.5K topup for a Martin HD-28V <-- *my new wife* at esplanade underpass. I will miss the bright and crispy tone that GXI served me since last year when I got it at GG for 2.25K.

This is the spec for my new babe! awesome huh!?
Just alone the Guitar - $4500
Fossilised Mammoth Ivory Saddle (Martin Long Tenon) - $100
Vintage Dyed Bone Pins - $45 LR Baggs IMix with installation - $350+$80,

But it should have dropped around 3500 or so as its been used, so I suppose after thinking so long it would be a good deal since I've always longed for a tone that will get better few years down the road though its gonna be hard on me to maintain it.. >.<

MODEL	HD-28V
CONSTRUCTION:	Mahogany Blocks/Dovetail Neck Joint
BODY SIZE:	D-14 Fret
TOP:	Solid Sitka Spruce
ROSETTE:	Style 28
TOP BRACING PATTERN:	Standard ''X'' Scalloped, Forward Shifted
TOP BRACES:	Solid Sitka Spruce 5/16''
BACK MATERIAL:	Solid East Indian Rosewood
BACK PURFLING:	HD Zig-Zag
SIDE MATERIAL:	Solid East Indian Rosewood
ENDPIECE:	Grained Ivoroid
ENDPIECE INLAY:	Black/White Boltaron
BINDING:	Grained Ivoroid
TOP INLAY STYLE:	Bold Herringbone
SIDE INLAY:	none
BACK INLAY:	Black/White Boltaron
NECK MATERIAL:	Select Hardwood
NECK SHAPE:	Modified V
NUT MATERIAL:	Bone
HEADSTOCK:	Solid/Diamond/SquareTaper
HEADPLATE:	Solid East Indian Rosewood /Large Old Style
HEELCAP:	Grained Ivoroid
FINGERBOARD MATERIAL:	Solid Black Ebony
SCALE LENGTH:	25.4''
# OF FRETS CLEAR:	14
# OF FRETS TOTAL:	20
FINGERBOARD WIDTH AT NUT:	1-11/16''
FINGERBOARD WIDTH AT 12TH FRET:	2-1/8''
FINGERBOARD POSITION INLAYS:	Diamonds & Squares - Long Pattern
FINGERBOARD BINDING:	none
FINISH BACK & SIDES:	Polished Gloss
FINISH TOP:	Polished Gloss w/ Aging Toner ; Sunburst available at additional cost.
FINISH NECK:	Satin
BRIDGE MATERIAL:	Solid Black Ebony
BRIDGE STYLE:	Vintage Belly w/ Drop-In Long Saddle
BRIDGE STRING SPACING:	2-1/8''
SADDLE:	16'' Radius/Bone - Drop-In Long Saddle
TUNING MACHINES:	Gotoh Nickel Open-Geared w/ Butterbean Knobs
RECOMMENDED STRINGS:	Martin Studio Performance Medium Phosphor Bronze (MSP4200)
BRIDGE & END PINS:	White w/ Tortoise Colored Dots
PICKGUARD:	Tortoise Color - Beveled & Polished
CASE:	545E
INTERIOR LABEL:	none
ELECTRONICS:	Optional
OTHER OPTIONS:	Available left-handed at no additional charge
OTHER COMMENTS:	All prices & specifications are subject to change without notice.

LMAO

2010-08-17T18:08:00.003+08:00

Which girl should I kill next?! hmmp..

2010-08-17T02:28:00.001+08:00

My second video I made specially for my beloved friends (:
Thank you all for being part of my life ^^

2010-08-15T20:08:00.000+08:00

Their so pretty (: ahhhhhhahaha!!

2010-08-14T02:27:00.001+08:00

=(, how'd I wish I live in your country!!!

2010-08-14T02:21:00.002+08:00

If only my best friends just love singing along together!! , dosen't matter if our voices suck!!!, cause we only have one life and we just got to give life what we've got!!! ^^ we never know whats gonna happen someday!!!

This is a song that I love, another song from Nevershoutnever

I know that I've been dancing around the truth
Tell me what the hell I'm suppose to do
And i'm, i'm a little bit aggitated
With a slight scent of denile

(please don't call)
(me again)

I'm calling all the time I know I interupt
It hurts when all I hear is you hanging up
And La da da da da da da
I wont try that again
(x2)

La la la la
(x6)

Everybody's going to the party and were having a good time
And I'm feeling alright tonight with a better judgement
(x4)

I'm calling all the time I know I interupt
But it hurts when all I hear is you hanging up
And La da da da da da da
I wont try that again

Reflections & Present Life In 2010

2010-08-14T00:19:00.005+08:00

I realised I've got to type things down so that I will know how things are as I'm currently so busy with life that I wish I just take things slowly and enjoy every bit of time I have in my life even though I'm living life to the fullest but I'll at least put my heart and soul into them..

I can't really express myself the same way as I did before but at least I'm finding new things in life that I can learn and I know how to depend more on myself instead of others from the story of "big ben & his legacy he left behind"

I've finally gotten a tonerite and hopefully it will work like a magic!! just love gadgets!! (: *E STRING PLEASE DONT BREAK $#2*($&#*(: :()

Recently micro formed a new team called team freestyle and there are 5 people in it!,(Ivy,Dawson,Dennis,Daniel,Myself<-- Magicalneo) , we're gonna practice really hard in doing a hiphop freestyle dance performance this coming november at novena square!!. There will be international skaters coming down from all over the world to watch as they also have their performance's.. I'll try learning new style and technical moves slowly one step at a time.. Nothing is impossible!

I'll miss my bboy mates as well as yoshi as he leaves to teach in india!! ^^, cheers, BBOY for life alright!, we'll continue dancing and live it as a culture! ^^

I'm in a whirlwind..

2010-08-11T12:30:00.000+08:00

i am special

2010-08-09T10:49:00.002+08:00

I really dont wanna lose you..., there's so many things I wanna tell you.. but sometimes I'm afraid.. I'll say the wrong things. You will be able to read my emotions and be able to snap them out of me in time to come.

Happy 18th birthday MONSTER!! (:

2010-08-09T10:07:00.002+08:00

Virgo-Cancer Compatibility

Cancer is patient and willing to accept, Virgo will not be happy with quick and sloppy work. Virgo is too much of a perfectionist to do things in a hurry. Cancer is easily hurt and hypersensitive, so a Cancerian should not be criticized when he errs. Virgo is not too demonstrative, when it comes down to expressing feelings of love and affection.If the Crab is clever enough, they'll be able to win their Virgoan over their own wonderful ways of caring and sharing and the relationship will work .But if the Virgo doesn't respond in the requested way, they'll both be very frustrated folk.

The problem between these two is that Cancerians are sensitive, emotional and feeling folk, whereas Virgos think all the time and rationalize everything to excess.They'll work out the whys and wherefores of every single situation, including all things romantic, while Crabs rush in where angels fear to tread and see things in a defensive way.

We went through a lot didn't we (:

2010-08-09T09:54:00.005+08:00

Tuesday, August 15, 2006
i'm not happy at all one bit.....not just one bit....

Jie Jie told me to pluck up the courage to tell you this gor gor...to tell you how i feel..or not..to mail you...but i'm just gonna say it right here in my blog...that i'm..very..very..VERY unhappy...

Things started out this way....
I helped out..and i cleared problems for some people...i helped aaron and all...took him as a good friend..cared for him like i cared for my friends..did everything i could for my friends..helped aaron..listened to his problems..tried to clear things for him..blah blah blah..paid for his meals in the past..blah blah blah..Akira,kelvin(meow meow) and some others made fun of aaron..called him a gay..humoured him and all...aaron was sad..hurt..angered..very upset..i did my best to help him..i explained to akira about my past and all..and tried to make him see things from a different point of view..rather than,a gay stuff situation...In the end..i got myself really upset and hurt and all..but life still had to go on..but in the end..things i did were..well..let's put it this way..UNAPPRECIATED..?definitely the truth...Slowly..aaron started sticking up to akira as he and daniel 'fights'..akira and aaron started being so close...where-ever akira goes,aaron must go too..Soon...ALL my 'job' as akira's mei mei.became aaron's..soon..from me passing message to aaron..became aaron having to pass messages to me from akira..and why is it that akira can't pass the message to me on his own?WHY??..that i'd really LIKE to know...Now..akira doesn't tell me when he's skating..doesn't even bother waiting for me or anything..He doesn't even bother whether i'm skating on that day or not..NO..he just doesn't care anymore..He only cares about aaron now..everything's aaron aaron aaron..even when it's akira's birthday..does akira invite me out on his own accord?NO...aaron's gotta BE the ONE to call and ask me..akira doesn't even bother..even when akira wanna meet me on his birthday..it's just to collect his bithday presents..Now i'm not saying that this is wrong..cuz told him so to come..it's the fact that aaron came too..why is it that now..it's always akira and aaron akira and aaron akira and aaron..??..yea so what if it's a tripple A(AAA+) thing?think what?..AAA+ Energizer battery type huh?..Thing is..this NEVER happened before..god no!..it wasn't meant to be made appeared in history alright..it used to be akira and group akira and group akira and group..get the picture now?Now it ain't the same anymore..LOOK..from all of these..my meaning is simple..and it's this..Ever since things became the AKIRA & AARON thing..i've been so neglected..get me?i've been soooo left out..and that's what i despise a lot as well..being neglected and left out..What happened to the akira & his mei mei thing huh?what happened to all the fun we and others had huh?Why is it that now..aaron has to do all the passing of messages from akira to serene now huh??..Look..i DON'T NEED a messenger..if akira wants..he just tell me things himself and all..not passing messages to me..I DON'T WANT THAT!..yea maybe it's hard for akira to tell me thigns now..but why?That's cuz i'm being DRIVEN away..our brother-sister relationship..it's going way down to HELL ok!..everytime things are always about how YOU GUYS feel..how OTHERS feel..not ONE TIME is it about how I FEEL...Well let me tell YOU akira..how i feel now...i feel NEGLECTED by YOU..i feelt LEFT OUT...i feel KICKED AWAY..DRIVEN AWAY ok?..you don't treat me like the same as before..you don't even treat me like your sister anymore..you still asked what was wrong with me on sat..why i looked angry yesterday?..Well now you know..i'm not angry but i'm sad..unhappy..and VERY HURT!..i know i told you before..and i even promised..that i'm NOT selfish..and i never will be..but this is how i feel..since you've been asking what's wrong with me..You and aaron can go and gay together..stead together..be the best of brothers or whatever..or even kick me out of your life..fine!..but i feel terrible in me at the fact that..you're doing this..neglecting me?..even when you call me your sister?..i LOOKED UP to you..i cherish you..i cherish everyone..i appreciated everything you've done and all..and this is what i get?..i'm being neglected for the things i've done to help?..Look..even on saturday..You think i didn't wanna celebrate your birthday with you?I WANTED TO!..i wanted to give you the BEST birthday celebration ever!..but who knew that xiao xiao already got plans and made you the 'best' birthday celebration ever instead..look..i wanted to sing happy birthday to you like what others did..i wanted to be there..you think i didn't?..The thing is..i wasn't even WANTED there!..i felt like the BIGGEST FOOL..the BIGGEST IDIOT ever,standing there!..with all of you over there celebrating your birthday..I was being made fun of by botak,ah neo and dariin..i was standing there ALONE...you were just there being happy..playing with xiao xiao and others..what for i spoil your time right?Aaron kept telling me i have to be there so that you will be happy..Aaron kept saying that so i stood there..just to satisfy things..But how i really felt?i felt foolish..and stupid to have gone there..I just skated off after that..going back to the bench..CRYING..only youjing knew how sad and hurt i was..only youjing knew how many times i cried that day..What did i even do to make them made fun of me?i didn't offend xiao xiao..nor anyone..what did i do?Aaron told me that you and xiao xiao fought cuz of me?..i asked him why..Aaron told me that it was cuz xiao xiao was jealous of me..that i was so important to you..But am i?am i even important to you?I never know..cuz you don't say anything..you don't do anything when i'm sad..when aaron is you told him you's be there for him..you told me before you'd help me,and that you'd let me be strong..where's that promise now gor gor?..where is it?In my whole life..No one's ever been by me for so long acting liek a true brother to me,but you..But now..what has things become of?Aaron could always voice out his thoughts..people either help him..or scold him..But when i do?nothing..nothing at all..And i'm not jealous over this thing or anything..i'm never jealous over such things except for my own family matters..I'm just hurt and sad alright?Now you know what's been going on?You don't even talk to me like last time..you don't call me you don't sms me..NOTHING!...so how can you expect me to SMILE...so happy?even when i smile..now ppl can tell how fake it is..how do you expect me to go off laughing and making this matter such a joy?when it's so stressing and hutful?to me at least..When i go to the rink..i only feel secured when you are there..when a big brother's there...Now..i feel so insecure cuz things aren't the same!..You know...i told mark how i felt..and at that point of time..i was sooooo damn sad...i was crying my heart out cuz things weren't getting any better..i wasn't feeling any better..infact i was feeling worse..Mark said something..just a sentence..that made me felt a whole lot better..know what he said?he said this "Trust him.You know that akira isn't this kinda of person."..and indeed..i know you aren't that kind of person..i trust you..hell lots..but i'm really feeling neglected..know that?i feel REPLACED by aaron..ok?Neglected by you..replaced by aaron..happy now?..My sister said i'm too sensitive..but i can't help things..if you were me..you'd think the same things too..God made me who i am..i can't choose to be who i am..Now you know what's wrong with me?God...for everything i've done..they're all unappreciated..and i get hurt instead..aaron never see you as a friend at all in the past..he always tell me that you never care for him and all..he always say that even though i told him you cared for him like a little brother..cuz you said so yourself before..and how you 2 get so close?it's cuz I helped him..if not what?aaron's gonna kill himself cuz he has no friend?Look..aaron said you're his best friend now..fine..so be it..the only thing i dislike is..When i played with you..'pretend fight' or whatever..he said me not to hit you..wait you get injured and all..what's this?he never used to care!..i'm being restricted by him in everything!..why?cuz he 'CARES' hell lots for you and daniel..Aaron says you're his best friend..why?cuz you treat him to meals?you go out with him?hang out with him?care for him?tell him take care and call you when he reaches home?..No offence but excuse me..I did more than all of this..i 'sacrificed' being hurt and all to help a friend in need,who was aaron unfortunately..but what do i get?nothing..but more problems and hurts..Oh i forgot..he even told me i'm nothing in the past..know why?Cuz he said he's only looking for a GUY?..a brother..but he forgot..he COMPARED me to alfreda and candis before..and i hate ppl to compare me to others..cuz we're all who we are..unless you're talking about comparing lives than it's different..I always did my best to help aaron..to help my friends..but aaron..he's the utmost stubborn person i've ever met in my life..He dare tell me that he had no one to rely on when i'm right there by him and he's telling me all his problems..He said he daren't tell daniel his problems than what are friends for?Than that means he's using me?..am i like..some kind of a..counsellor?Hey!..i don't WORK to do these..i'm a friend who helps my friends..and he's just stepping on me like what?grass?..I'M BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED OVER AND OVER AGAIN BY HIM!..you told me not to care for him..How not to?When you're caring about him?and telling me not to...weird isn't it?Where is my gor gor..the one who never forgets me?the one who always never left me out?the one who said he'd let me be strong..the one who said he'd help me in anything and in any way..Where is he?aaron even tried sounding so righteous towards me..He keeps telling me things like you were so stressed over me..that i'm so important to you..if i am..than tell me so yourself..tell me what you treat aaron as..tell me what you treat me as than..and how important i am to you than..tell me all that yourself than..Why does he have to say these?Like..what?You told him those?Like he said you and xiao xiao fought..but you told me you guys didn't..Who's telling the truth?
sometimes..i don't know why..i doubt in aaron's words..cuz i've noticed a lot of things..but i do not know why i'm so stupid..peiyi's right..i'm stupid and i'm weak..cuz i keep trusting ppl blindly over and over again..Aaron wanna be boss?So be it than..he wants to be the closest to you?So be it than..he said that you're important to him..and even said that TO YOU..he is very important TO YOU..and that i'm 2nd important in your heart..what is this?!..HE SAID THAT HIMSELF!..i don't have a bad memory for these..i remember things VIVIDLY as the are..and i DON'T LIE ABOUT THESE..you should know that by now...So..why won't you tell me YOURSELF now..about what's been going on huh?i'm not telling you all of these harshly..i'm saying these out as they are..as how i feel..i don't have the guts to go up to you and tell you these..my sister asked me to e-mail you..but i'm saying these down in my blog..You miss Sunny don't you?You miss *ah-hem* and you miss your dear dear whom i guess is candis?...Well..i'll tell you whom i miss..i don't miss my *ah-hem* right now ok..i miss YOU..where's my brother whom i looked up to?know how sad i am?VERY!..ifeel so isolated now know that?i feel so left out and alone in the crowd..just like on sat..when you guys were having fun..i'm all alone..i even get said and blamed for how i feel?when i'm feeling down?Aaron says i'm being selfish?cuz i'm not thinking for you?know how stressed i am by him?when he's always relying on me and in the end just taking me for granted..saying me..blaming me and still dared to say he was just kidding?..and than trying to be so righteous towards me and be 'boss' and all?..i feel so TOYED..and PLAYED about with..i'm already so stressed and hurt..and told him not to talk to me for the time being,but does he listen?NO..he goes on continuing to talk and all..he only thinks about himself..you..and daniel..does he think for me?NO..what does he want?!..what do all of you want from me?..he wants to drive me mad and drive me to suicide??!!..is that it??!..fine..what if one day huh..i just die..i doubt any of you would bother or even know..cuz why?I'm already neglected..i'm already being left out..nobody cares..To me..i feel that you don't treat me like before..it's only aaron and aaron and aaron..and others..but me...Is aaron even reliable to me?I don't even think when i ask him to pass a message to you cuz i'm busy or rushing..he doesn't even do things the right way..Like when i received news my grandpa passed away..you were skating..aaron asked me what happened..and he said he'd help me tell you..cuz i had to go ASAP..did he tell you?i said only YOU..but NO..he didn't..he went to tell other ppl like daniel..Seriously..what does aaron want from me?What do you guys want?..know what i want?..i want things to be the way they used to be..everyone were so like a family..maybe you guys are..but what about me?i knew it..you guys thought of me as an extra right?..you guys never saw me as a family..do you?if you do..why am i being so neglected right now?why can't aaron see things so positively..i always try to help him and all..but he doesn't even appreciate things and continues to assume me..say me..blame me..how'd that feel?..i was made fun of,humiliated by ppl like dariin and ah neo and botak?...is that even fair to me?what did i do to deserve these?..i don't even know what you're thinking now..i can't even get close to my own brother like before?why?cuz i'm being driven away by someone..something..whatever it is..i'm like..not allowed to talk to you or anything..With aaron by you..there's like this "NOT ALLOWED blah blah blah..." sign on you..know that?..i feel so constrained and restricted of all things..I can go on saying things over and over and forever again and again...but i just want my brother back..it's like a house without a pillar to support it..it'd collapse..without my brother..i'll collapse..now after you read this..i don't know what you're gonna think or anything..probably thinking i'm stupid..or anything like i'm dumb..who knows...Anyway..these are to let you know..since you wanted to know..but what are you gonna do?People will say..and have said..it's up to YOU now...This time..you gotta do something about these...Are you gonna let things hang about in the air?While things are like so fun and fine for you and aaron and all?..for once..it's gonna be for me ok?..if you still treat me as your sister..Before things get out of hands...you won't know where i'd be heading to...maybe i'd just perish for good..and you never get to see me in the rink ever again...you never will know....Think about this for once...you miss sunny,your big bro...i miss akira,the bestest bro i've ever had in history..and you never knew how hurt i was..maybe untill now..you've read all of these..i'm hurt..cuz i've fallen into a pit..and i need somebody to get me out of that dark pit..and i'm hoping that that person..will be you..i really want things to be like before..i keep crying over these..i know i'm stupid..but i can't stop it..i really wanna be happy and have the fun we used to have like before..where is the promise you said to me?to help me be strong?..i still have that message you sent to me months back..sigh..i'm sorry...FULL-STOP.

Another thing why i said i feel as though i'm being taken for granted of is that...when you're having an exam..a MAJOR examination..and you gotta study real hard for it..especially when it's on the following day..Well..so i was studying for my social studies one evening...aaron called me saying am i free to talk..so of cuz,i said no and that i'd call him back later if i can...he just shouted at me "FORGET IT LA!..hate me than say you hate me la..don't wanna talk than fine!"..and hung up..he ASSUMED me...not just that once..but all the time...Look..it isn't i hate you aaron..but why are you doing this to me?why are you always causing me these..and than acting,pretending as though nothing has happened?as though you did nothing wrong?why are you so hard-headed??..i...i'm just very hurt by all of these..and very sad..now you call akira your best friend..and you ang about around him almost 24/7..i don't even get to talk to him..he doesn't contact me anymore..doesn't even use his house phone to call me..Happy now aaron?you've gotten yourself your best friend..and i've lost my bestest big brother..but however it is..i love him as a real bro so much cuz no one..no one like him has ever given me that secureness..now i feel very insecure..happy?..i'm just very upset without him.....that is why i said things are different...you said they aren't and that i'm thinking too much..Oh?..am i?you're so wrong..if it was you..and daniel..i think you'd be calling me telling me all your problems and all..and who is the one who always helped you clear things?and helped you talked to ppl?i...i was the one..but what do i get?not appreciated at all...instead..i'm losing my big brother...the bestest ever..Look..you can change brothers from kelvin(karen's bro) to daniel..but i'm not a switcher alright..no one can replace akira as the big bestest bro ever..no one ever can..cuz akira's the bestest big bro i've ever had..and NO ONE..can ever be like him..cuz he's is....and aaron..you think you're the only one looking for family love and all?and you think that you're the only one who feels unwanted and unloved by your family?..i do too feel that way..but the truth is..our families love us..not how we want it..but they still love you..if they don't..you won't even be staying under the same roof as them..my whole life..when i'm with my other families..you think you feel unwanted?i feel more unwanted..what builds my hatred and anger in me..is cuz of them you understand?i've tried so hard to place you in the right path of life..you have soo many things to look positively at...but i do not know why you're so hard-headed...you always said no one cares..but the actual fact is...everyone all cares..akira,me,candis,mayvin,alfreda,ellis...so many...even daniel..if daniel didn't care..you think he'd be so stressed and keeps pondering over you and your problems?sure he may act tough and sound mad at you and as though he dislikes you..but now you tell me you're worried for him..and when you're running away from him,avoiding him....i'm in search for love..secureness..everything..the TRUTH of life..and a real 'family'..and i thought i had found that 'family' when i met you and the others..but i guess not anymore huh?I found that secureness in my gor gor..in akira..but now..it's gonna be gone...it's like..history's repeating itself for me..things aren't right..if you had a power to see through my past..i can assure you that you'd be shocked..you'd be thankful it never happened to you...Look at the bright side..you said you had no friends in school..but hey..so many of your schoolmates talk to you and all..are you gonna tell me they aren't your friends?..and that they're strangers?look..even if they're a little group of ppl who talk to you from your school..it's still better than entirely NO FRIENDS at all..peiyi knew what i went through before..it's nothing pleasant i assure you..my mother didn't know what was going on..my dad didn't too..he was so confused on what was going on with me..he almost trashed me up know that?Look...i won't go on about these anymore..i don't wanna rake it up here...if you want..you ask me..and i still remember..the first time you pulled me aside to tell all your troubles..it was supposed to be a session where you told me your problems and i told you too..you were supposed to comfort me and vice versa..When you told me your problems i gladly listened and adviced you and tried consoling you and stuffs..but when i told you my problem..and started tearing a little only..you ran away..and left me behind...sigh...what's this world coming to exactly?...God,i just want things to be normal as they should be..i just want everything to be right..and i want all of these agony and hurts to end...please.......sigh....

Smile through all adversities.. *fragments of memories*
2005-6, serene, yu jun,alfreda, akira, aaron , calvin, kelvin chua,josephine, joys,jowe

ps : you truely learnt something valuable once you've lost them..

I'm glad I've learnt so much in the ice skating rink in 2006... but I need to be reminded again.. I feel like I have to tell you that you remind me of myself whenever I think about you and feel your presence ^^, you might not read pieces of junk like these anymore but I feel that whenever I read this...

I know that we have really changed a lot ^^, right now as I'm warping back from a waypoint in my current life.

Although I wished we'd still go out like before but I guess we have greater things to do with our life's and that we just have to keep on moving..

Thank you for scolding me through the smses, through the phone and when we talk and talk and you start nagging at me haha!, really love those times *cries* gimme back 060606, hahaha

\\ Thank you for being part of my life..//
www.magicalneo.com

2010-08-05T13:39:00.002+08:00

This marks my 1600 post...

I'll start off this post by thanking my friends whom have been really there for me whenever I needed them be it critism's or positive feedbacks on questions in life that troubles my life?

I was really afraid that maybe one day when I enter NS, I'll probably not be skating, playing music as often as before anymore and I'm currently not prepared for that.... I know I'm 20 this year and sometimes I still act as if nothings gonna matter if I continue doing what I like when I'm still not thinking about the future?

This is just so not me to worry about such things.. but one day the pieces will fit together like it will be in time to come..

Time is really precious, every second counts be it spent idoling away, using it for studying/practising on something or learning a new skill. You can't get back those time that you have.. Your birthday's , your friends and your passions.

Some worry about not having the best of what they can get, but the truth is to be happy with whatever you have because you never know whats going to happen!!, Something amazing must just happen in your life before you even know it (: I just closed my eyes and thank god that I have friends beside me whom care even though if its not going the way I want it to be.. I've learnt to be more optimistic in life because not everyone can do it but why bother about what other people can do for you, just think about yourself first, be the best of what you can be and be proud of it.

When I look at my old friends, my current present friends and my new friends... I always thank god that I have friends, we might not meet as often before for my old friends whom have been with me for the past few years such as aaron,kelvin,akira *ice skaters* and my current friends like the micro skaters,joyce,chloe,lijie and the rest you know yourself and my new friends, teachers such as mr rosli and the new inline skaters such as dawson dennis.

WE ALL GET TO LIVE ONCE...
Everything else passes by like whirlwind..
We must endure through the harsh rain and become adults one day..

DO NOT GIVE UP, everything has a reason and a purpose..

and I know it because my past experiences in life and the times when I used to go out alone.... trying to find out what I should do with my life and how I should spend it, I just keep trying to find the answers.. I know I'm gonna be great someday and I just believe and I'll do whatever I can and push myself to the limits..

There's nothing impossible.. for anyone when they believe in themselves...

(:

2010-08-02T20:45:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the beautiful cones (=

Being Sad & Unhappy =(

2010-08-02T14:05:00.002+08:00

Katie : Hey PAL, I ask you ahh,What do you do when you're sad?

So my pal popped me a very interesting question today.

Daniel : Well I would take long walks in town and my favourite place to go would be the kallang leisure park where there's this bridge where I would sit down and think about a lot of things, otherwise douby ghaut.

Somtimes I would play computer games till tomorrow or eat lots of food. But sometimes all we need is someone to be there for us, someone to talk to and sing with through the night, right mon?

Everyone has different ways of doing things, so whats yours?

25 July 2010

2010-07-28T00:27:00.006+08:00

On the very last day at hark... I'm shining brighter and brighter each day, through all the months learning at hark music, I've gained lots of insights on various patterns of guitar playing though their very basic..

Imagine yourself as a white bird trying to reach for the fishes beneath the wide blue ocean , but we don't really know whats in for the catch.. because every fish abstracts are very distinct and their colours and beauty is just magnificent.

It's a warm blue cozy afternoon right now... my imgination's stretches from one end of the horizon to the other.

The Sunsets...

It's that piece of art that we've yet to see and as far as I'm able to go, I'll fight for that art.

2010-07-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

Got these wheels from Novena yesterday!!

Training has been awesome, I can feel that I'm improving... I NEED more training!!, who wanna go skate jio me!..

also need to cope with dance.. rawhhh... so many projects these few days and a lot of upcoming lab test and projects/assignments next week!

2010-07-18T02:03:00.002+08:00

17/07/10 *Glenn's 25th* and my 20th belated birthday & Nico's

MMM yummy and super expensive food..

Im getting old, okay but maybe its not my weekend but this gonna be my year.

Lost in stereo

2010-07-07T19:58:00.009+08:00

The six physical things that never fails to cheer me up in life! (:
1.Acoustic/Electric/Classical Guitar..
2.Keyboard
3.Skates
4.Dancing
5.School
6.Ayeesha
And the inspirations
Life is beautiful... ^^
WoWoWoWoWoW

I've been driving myself around everywhere I've routed in my black nissan sunny, been evolving slowly here and there... RAWHHH!! , okay I'm wierd... missing my friends from north/south/east and west of course. I'm not going to say goodbye just yet, I'm coming to join in this raging whirlwind once again.
Come on Ignite the !fiery willpower!

Time

2010-07-06T07:52:00.005+08:00

In a few years time going to be 20! Omg so old. HAHA
Just reading this makes me feel how speedy time has passed.. (:

20th Birthday

2010-07-04T11:32:00.003+08:00

Had a blast on my birthday morning, it was really unimaginable (: , hahahahaha!!! Alright time for a song that I love a lot..

Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you, to you, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)

PS : To all the things that trigger's negativity and greater obstructions in life.. (:
Always be strong to your own willpower, because everything is a possibility.
A split second of moodswings and the contradictions that occur in life..
Maybe its just me..

2010-07-01T17:52:00.001+08:00

When you think about the wonderful times you've spent together with your friends in school, all the memories shared, joy of laughter and when its time to leave, you'll miss them a lot but through all the pain,angers,happiness,sadness. You've learnt how to move on in life because someday, we will be back again and when ...that time comes. Put on a smile on your face (:

2010-06-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

you're a deep thinker yes you are.
but why does the trees still rattle and disturb your thoughts..
maybe you just need to know..

old/new/present/life's of people...

just get over them.. will never know... pain.. hurts..